Sunrise Reflection 3

the guilt is here when you snooze beyond your snooze
this morning my zipping dreams roped me under, longer
i wonder if we, e.g. neighbors, old school pales, are still friends
some.where.else.
r from somewhereโโโ(too)
isnโt the greatest peace โrespecting spaceโ
why do e/motion.ally i find silence hostile and clearly more thanย rude?
how do i Not take Summer for granted?
iโm outside muchmuch.
how do i attract the proper souls?
how should i not need shouldโs? shouldโveโs?
how should i build ecosystemsโโโ?
viewing nearly everyone asย Fam?
i feel a separation
when a truck drives up
the street to the stop lite-sign
no hellos
another car
scurries along
even though itโs wednesday
and he in his puke colored Kia
looks like retired
a runner, younger
is in his zone
i feel a separation
thatโs me andย me
the feeling sits in between my chests
i belchย silently