a simple silent not

Sunrise Reflection 3

the guilt is here when you snooze beyond your snooze
this morning my zipping dreams roped me under, longer
i wonder if we, e.g. neighbors, old school pales, are still friends
some.where.else.
r from somewhereโ€Šโ€”โ€Š(too)
isnโ€™t the greatest peace โ€˜respecting spaceโ€™
why do e/motion.ally i find silence hostile and clearly more thanย rude?

how do i Not take Summer for granted?
iโ€™m outside muchmuch.
how do i attract the proper souls?
how should i not need shouldโ€™s? shouldโ€™veโ€™s?
how should i build ecosystemsโ€Šโ€”โ€Š?
viewing nearly everyone asย Fam?

i feel a separation
when a truck drives up
the street to the stop lite-sign
no hellos
another car
scurries along
even though itโ€™s wednesday
and he in his puke colored Kia
looks like retired
a runner, younger
is in his zone
i feel a separation
thatโ€™s me andย me

the feeling sits in between my chests
i belchย silently

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