iโm picking up wet clothing.ย
does that mean theyโre mines?ย
that means theyโre drippy.ย
i hope anyone more mature gets that.ย
isnโt zest and youth better?โ more advantageous.ย
hold up.ย
let me peep my older poemsโฆย
iโm planning on republishing my website.ย
***ย
okay, soโฆ i was in a different place.ย
โlooser,โ maybe: more easily agitated.ย
moodier, more temperamental.ย
people say hi to the sidewalks.ย
i donโt recognize many of these greeters.ย
maybe - i care, 1ย
maybe - i enter into crazy spaces during these showsย
today, i didnโt shoo anyone away by not seeping into their eyes.ย
is anyone or anything separate?ย
am i just a bad listener?ย
do i practice bad faith?ย
whatโs the weather tomorrow?ย
hold up.ย
***ย
so, 26ish. warm.ย
maybe i could go to the library or buy a coffee at starbucks.ย
what if everyone shares my same consciousness and KNOWS IT?ย
iโm not in my head.ย
we donโt know where thoughts come from.ย
โwe,โ ha. i can just say, โme.โย
this life is not insignificant.ย
is there one character?ย
should i get out of this bathtub?ย
i have choresโhorseshit.ย
monies coming in. how to use.ย
what to buy. what to save. (?)ย
i felt more my Self today.ย
what if i walks aroundโs the house?ย
circlings?ย
okay. i gotta drink for H20 &anyway,ย
thatโs downstairs.ย
***ย
i thought In My Room,ย
if youโre gonna take my freedom, take all of it.ย
it simplifies things.ย
like, iโd rather be alone.ย
or with everyone. or no one. not just someone. but one somebody.ย
**ย
iโm heating up bananas.ย
this fucking dog of my momโs is such a fucking pest.ย
just stalks me. way too much.ย
i think i would do a fruit fast with smoothies.ย
i think addictions are not good for us but feel good to us.ย
i think eating is an uncalled-out addiction.ย
i lost the fucking train of my thought.ย
fuck.ย
i think i need to care premierly about lyrics in my performances.ย
i think i need a microphone too.ย
dance or they need to hear you.ย
i donโt know if this is even a good poem, for me.ย
how long?